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I have a big crush with a Korean actor. Who will guess that I have huge interest with an actor that plays in korean dramas that i hated so much previously? I saw him first as a lead actor in High Kick Through the Roof - I saw this drama because of Lee Kwang Soo. He acted as Lee Ji Hoon who is a cool residential doctor that surprisingly caring and witty. I fall for Ji Hoon’s personality. Moreover, how Ji Hoon develops romantically funny relationship with his girlfriend Hwang Jung Eum. Lee Ji Hoon But, what I love the most is Ji Hoon’s smile that could melt everything around, even an explosive rage. Then I realized that smile is belong to the actor as his signature that also melt many women’s heart around the world. Ji Hoon has a very attractive smile because of Choi Daniel. That’s Choi Daniel’s smile, not Ji Hoon’s. Choi Daniel's smile I confused whether it’s Ji Hoon character or Choi Daniel himself that I like. Whatever, I couldn’t rid away those georgeou...

I do hope so, years from now we’ll meet at a surprisingly events. In that time, I will be maturer and have more courage to greet you. I don’t know how many years from now. I just want to meet you, talk with you. I’ll ignore all the fatamorgana i’ve made years ago about we end up together in a complicated situations because of our religion. Maybe I will find a way to fall in love to you, vice versa. Maybe it will be us. Maybe it will be just a chit-chat surrounded by a confession of a feeling i’ve felt in my high school, and I’ll find a way to forget you and let you go. Omo, I do miss you that much. Why? Kita hanya menyebut satu Tuhan dengan nama yang berbeda, kita hanya berdoa pada satu Tuhan dengan cara yang berbeda, kita hanya melihat satu Tuhan dengan citra yang berbeda. Kita mencintai satu Tuhan yang sama. Tuhan menabur cinta kasih pada kita yang menyembahNya, yang mempertanyakanNya, yang menafikanNya.

"W hatever life gives me, I won't die! I'm so in love with life. I'll fight for life itself, because life is worth fighting for." Hahaha lucu sekali mengutip diri sendiri ya. Kutipan di atas adalah sebuah status dalam facebook yang tercetus pada 3 September 2013. Rasanya ajaib sekali saat membaca lagi status tersebut di hari ini. Apa yang membuatku bisa sebegitu bersemangat, dan optimis?

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